I hope the people I care about, especially my parents, will support me and the hardships that will come my way. I am terrified of your reaction and what you will say to me, but it’s better to tell you now before anything else happens. Sorry for being a disappointment, but I promise I will continue to work hard & do whatever it’ll take. In the long run, it’ll be a blessing in our future.
She said it’s been a little over two weeks & I pray to God that this little fella is still alive and growing..
My friend once told me
she liked this guy because of his hands
And I found it absurd that anyone
would develop feelings over one feature,
and not care about the rest
It wasn’t until you used your hands
to cup the back of my neck the first time we kissed
and I could feel your firm grasp pull me closer,
and my insides exploded
and my head buzzed with bliss.
And the first night you slept over,
you fell asleep with your hand
laid over my stomach
and your fingers felt like a fire
that I didn’t mind burning my skin.
The first time we got drunk,
was the first time you played with my hair,
and my god I was hooked,
I’d drink forever if it meant you’d never stop.
And in public you’d hold my hand,
and rub your thumb in little circles
that left me wanting you more,
no matter what you would never let me go,
I was glued to you,
and I honestly didn’t mind
When we talked about breaking up,
you saw my lips quiver with fear,
and you brushed over my lips with your fingers
before pulling me into your lap
and you kissed me like never before.
With your hands on my hips
pulling me so close to you,
leaving no space in between us.
It was then I realized I never wanted you to go
Its now that,
I finally understand why hands
were the only feature that mattered
Too many times have I encountered with the existence of temporary. It feels different and weird to see people you once knew living their lives perfectly fine without you. People who you’d thought would always be there by your side. The way you used to be so close. You used to talk everyday. You…
That is exactly how I feel.. 😞
When people say “I didn’t do anything,” maybe should’ve realized what they have been doing and maybe, just maybe if that person finally realized what they were doing they would understand how the other person felt about the whole situation.